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mingle with me. [13 Sep 2004|08:31pm] [ mood | low low low. ] I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. I feel betrayed. i though you cared. and the thoughts just keep drumming like repetative raindrops. I wish there was something I could do. someone I could turn to. but there's just me, myself and I -- that's all I GOT. 12; ps.

0H D4RN! [12 Sep 2004|08:30pm] [ mood | sore throat. ] [ music | jenny was a friend of mine! ! ] so you can skip it. I hate highschool with a burning passion. there is nothing that makes it bearable. congratulations to our freshman court. congratulations to our freshman student council. homecoming. i wish. "and some days are like that... even in Austrailia." -- Alexander. 2; ps.

no longer summer. [30 Aug 2004|08:50pm] [ mood | untan ] [ music | ashlee simpson. so cute. ] highschool. everyone writes about it in their journal. the good. the bad. the ugly. well I'm just going to say that I don't have any IDEA what highschool is like yet. because it's not like the first two days are real. mentally or socially. everyone's nice. the teachers rant about the same rules you heard last hour. so I guess I'll tell you in a week what it feels like. and, no... in case you're wondering, I did not want to wake up. like I always used to. mhm. HIGHLIGHT: Me: "Umm... so why did we walk to the road and back, and not cross over to eat?" Trisha: "Uhhhh." Me: "Iknow! Because we can." Trisha: "Yeah! Yeah. That's it." word. 16; ps.

warning: 9 am. [23 Aug 2004|01:36pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | JohnMayer. ] new layout. DO NOT STEAL THE IMAGE. I made it. :) pictures coming when I move my lazy butt. only six days until school. 21; ps.

where has it all gone? [19 Aug 2004|05:20pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | ddddisco! ] well someone ordered an update. :) love you K-tina. 42nd Street, unfortunately, is over. I feel so empty. I have pictures lovelee, but I'm on the wrong computer. :) sorry! I'll post 'em later. school is going to stink. I have only English with everyone. I haven't seen anyone else, as of 5:29 pm, that has any other classes with me. excpet Kelsey. SCIENCE biOTCH what? I usually never swear. :) 21; ps.

please don't try so hard. [12 Aug 2004|11:28am] [ mood | terrible ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional ] if anyone ever wants LJ help, IM me. :) I think I am addicted so no problem about bothering me. or if for some reason you don't want my help and you want to do it yourself, go to http://www.theaerozone.com/lj or the user overridelibrary has some help. enjoy! como estas? muy bien. gracias! I can't spell Spanish. 24; ps.

yes this is love for the first time. [11 Aug 2004|07:11pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | Maps+! YeahYeahYeahs. thanks, Lindz. =) ] ( isn't that lovely? ) well, I think I have LJ figured out. :) well, sorta. I get tired quick with stuff. that's why my layout's changed again! ahahaha. sometimes you need lots of change. I met a lot of people I know on livejournal that I didn't know had livejournals! go figure. and you know what? school is happening again soon. and I really, really, don't want it to. I saw the PrincessDiaries 2<3 what a cute movie. lessons in love were definately there. thank you for the comments in advance. 21; ps.

I can't find my panic button. [10 Aug 2004|12:34pm] [ mood | gross ] [ music | my own song. ] ( my new shoes. ) the days are getting worse. I tried to opt out of physical science. time and a phone call from our vice principal will tell whether I'm 'up to par'. I don't want summer to end, and I don't want school to start. quite a dilemma, right? 10; ps.

you'd like to think you were invincible; [01 Aug 2004|10:06pm] [ mood | stiff ] [ music | Heaven__ ] well there goes another day. nothing happened, really. I played frisbee, if that's what you want to hear. I was having fun. I got a job too, assiting a pointe class two weeks before school. 120$ is a lot to add to a right-before-school-get-new-clothes-fund. I wish I had a reason to do something. anything. call me if you want to go somewhere in this town. EDIT: New layout. <3the color scheme. 9; ps.

you have magic; [27 Jul 2004|11:25am] [ mood | too tired ] [ music | was it something I did? something you said? ] yes, yes. April doesn't update very often anymore! newsflash. I'm busy with 42nd Street. and cleaning and redecorating my room. maybe I'll go take some pictures of my room for you. should I? it's drab outside -- maybe I'm glad I have things to do. keeps my mind off of you. 4; ps.

and the picture frames are upsidedown; [20 Jul 2004|05:35pm] [ mood | not with it ] [ music | As Lovers Go -- Dashboard.! ] not over it. not over him. feeling as crummy as ever. ready to go dance at 42nd Street! yes! NO. ( rubber ducky, you're the one. ) 9; ps.

young love IS real, MaryAnne. [19 Jul 2004|11:16pm] [ mood | way down. ] [ music | Victoria. ] guys, no matter how much you hate them, make you love them. they can. they have the power. it's odd. you can totally hate them one minute, and the next-- you've got a crush on the guy. I see all these girls with boyfriends who last forever. and I think... "Why can't the guy I like and I coincide on love?" guess not. and it hurts!!!! sometimes it does. when you realize that you're not it. never. now I'm crying. sorry<3 2; ps.

hammocks won't break when you want them to. [17 Jul 2004|11:00pm] [ mood | tired, comforted. ] [ music | Covered in Rain___ jjjjohn mayer=) ] Kelsey Renee Schwab and I had the best day ever. the Cornfest was awesome; we went from 12to430. it was the best of fun =) we met up with Kyle and some other people and we went on all the rides. memorables: 01. being cramped on the Tilt-a-Whirl 02. watching Kyle flip upside-down on the Gravitron 03. having everything fall out of Kelsey's purse on the Zipper and having it fly all around the car. wow. WOW. I can't imagine a better day. except we watched the sunset and had a fire at Kelsey's house. I burnt myself. :/ effing fire. and we sat on the hammock as the last rays of the sun faded and we made up songs about life. friends can get no better. 2; ps.

tired of giving and not getting. [16 Jul 2004|06:20pm] [ mood | warm ] [ music | Matchbook Romance ] summer is fleeting. ( family time ) oh, yes. like the layout? 10; ps.

skim-boarding isn't my thing. [13 Jul 2004|09:24pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional ] here I am posting from Ohio. I decided to update, seeing as I just ran around people's journals posting and making sure they know I'm in Ohio. I seem to miss so much. see you two days, everyone. later. being kicked off by pizza people who need the table in the hotel room to eat. 2; ps.

16 hours, 16 minutes. [02 Jul 2004|11:59am] [ mood | beachy ] [ music | !when the sun goes down ] bye everyone. see you all in almost two weeks. I'm going down to Myrtle Beach. today. today. TODAY! ahhhh. bye. I'll buy some of you little beachy crap I can afford. you know you want it. ;) 42Street. MISSyou. and wow. last night was hilarious... Nils and Ben... aren't you lucky dogs.! :) kissing Sara and Heather with all those romantic lines. whodoesPEGGYlove? I need to watch this movie. later, gater. 5; ps.

Order #100JFN [29 Jun 2004|06:13pm] [ mood | potentially everything ] [ music | none ] okay everyone. check this out. new website. up for now. ready to be looked at. items ready to be ordered. Click here. or go to: http://www.geocities.com/aprilsjewelry PS_ this isn't a joke, so if you order, you're IN. c'mon. some people could use some growing up. 2; ps.

T-minus 2 days. [29 Jun 2004|10:55am] [ mood | torn ] [ music | McDonalds commercials -- I'm lovin' it! ] Myrtle Beach is fast approaching. and I am excited and throughly angry. I hate, hate, hate, hate, HATE cars. long drives are terrible! even though I'll sleep through some. let's go through my packing list-- anything you notice missing, let me know.! ( hit the road ) PostScript_ Tara's Grandpa. She misses you so! everyone... keep Tara in your prayers and let her know she's loved! even though the ones we love never truly leave us, the transition is sometimes hard. 2; ps.

No Information Provided [27 Jun 2004|06:16pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | do the locomotion. =) ] so here I sit on a lovely Sunday afternoon. after just having returned from a bike ride. (loveyouKT) and you know what? I don't care. justkidding. I do care, and maybe that's what's bothering me. that I don't have a real thing to do anymore. I saw Rosie yesterday, and we chatted. and my parents really weren't bad. they were even prepared to let me go to the fair by my self!!!!!!!!! and maybe that doesn't mean a thing to you. but it does to me. overprotected-ness are what my parents are made of. 99%. 99.9%. but I didn't go anyway... their conditions specified a time which we surely wouldn't have made and I really didn't feel like taking the heat right before nationals. for DANCE. Myrtle Beach this friday. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I really don't like driving so... maybe the first sixteen hours won't be so nice. I can't stand a car. and my sister. and moving boringly, all put together. sometimes, you know? things just don't feel right. oh well. paranoia I inherited from my 'rents as well. <3night. 8; ps.

words of utter wisdom [25 Jun 2004|06:24pm] [ mood | random ] [ music | The Neptunes! ] some things are obvious. and some other things you never know about until they occur. here are a few. 01. you DO get very sad when your 8-year-old sister gets more phone calls than you from just one guy. 02. you think your pictures look bad, but everyone else's are great. 03. no matter what, whenever you ask a friend if you are fat, they are going to say no. even if you tell them to answer truthfully. 04. some things sound terribly interesting until you actually start doing them. 05. people recall things quite vividly in their memories that never actually happened. 06. you will always find money in your pockets when you are flat broke. 07. you are always copying SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE by doing everything. so don't copy people right in front of their faces, but keep the thought in mind. 08. I will never find anyone who will stick with me long enough to be married 09. celebrities who we think are pretty are really airbrushed 10. there is no real oil shortage 11. chicken soup never actually does anything for the soul so thanks for that; I needed to tell everyone my revelations. and if you liked that... comment and I'll have issue number two. 6; ps.

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